i’m not sure how to words things but i’ll do my best of my abilities
so today, i went to LA to grab the Dungeon Meshi art book and something for my girlfriend. As I walked around the shops the area i ended up buying a lot of splatoon related memorabilia. as i looked at the blank stares of my mom, aunt, and 12 year old cousin while i opened one of my splatoon blind bags. i stopped myself before putting everything back in the plastic bag. i started to think about how wasteful i became because of my special interest. splatoon merchandise isn’t something you would see in western stores so of course i took the chance when i could
part of me was ecstatic it’s splatoon, it’s splatoon i continually jump for joy. but the other part of me is disgusted how much money i wasted for a stupid video game. all that money was from graduation, those people who gave me that money assume i would have made use to it like pay my college tuitions or buy myself a new car.
i’ve always had a problem when it comes to rewarding myself. I know i should deserve this but i feel so icky later words.
I need to sit this one down or else i might end up returning everything
